urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hollisterbaby8 its not denial, im just very selective about the reality i accept. hollisterbaby8 2007-04-22T21:05:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hollisterbaby8:1321 2007-04-22T20:44:40Z 2007-04-22T21:05:50Z wow you guys are all like soo supportive!! i think its so amazing how everyone helps each other. i just wanted to thank all of you guys for being so sweet&lt;3 i really appreciate it. Im impressed about how comfortable i feel. For once i can be myself. i cant really talk about these things with my friends..they think im crazy because i say im fat or that i have to loose weight...<br /><br />haha well sorry for all the blabbing :P<br /><br />but thanks really&lt;33333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hollisterbaby8:1067 2007-04-22T19:36:23Z 2007-04-22T19:36:23Z well i woke up today feeling like a fat ass! :(&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; yesterday my cousins came over ordered pizza and a whole bunch of junk food ....and well i ended up eating a lot....god i feel like a failure.....<br /><br /><br />grr im determined though, today nothing but water.....i think :/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hollisterbaby8:911 2007-04-22T03:06:41Z 2007-04-22T03:06:41Z im newww here and can use any advise i can :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hollisterbaby8:672 2007-04-22T02:56:24Z 2007-04-22T02:56:24Z hii...well im new at this and i was wondering if anyone can help me out ...<br /><br />&lt;3